It’s strange, but you’re going along, just kind of coasting without giving life much thought, when all of a sudden something happens that sets off a chain reaction, and you’re no longer in control of yourself or your surroundings. As it’s happening, you get this weird feeling that there must be a reason for it, but that reason is just beyond your mental grasp. The more you try to reach out for it, the farther into the background it recedes, so you convince yourself you should be satisfied just to ride the wave, all the while not knowing how or when you even got into the water!